i have some comments i need to get around to replying to, but i'm afraid that's not going to happen tonight. it's 1:30 and i have a psych paper i still need to get around to writing...

....i think one day i'm going to be sitting in class...maybe overdosing on mountain dew...and i'm just going to twitch a little, fall over, and die. the end. or..maybe i'll pass out while driving..i've been having problems staying awake in the mornings on my way to school, but if i roll down the window and turn the music up and shake my head violently every minute or so, i can stay awake long enough to make it to school. but i haven't been sleeping much at all. it isn't that i couldn't sleep..i just always have things i'd rather be doing. like watching donnie darko. i watched that movie twice tonight, and i'm debating watching it one more time...i think i'm content with just playing the music video over and over for now though.

i need to get back into writing in my real journal, it'd probably help me a lot right now.

my psych paper is on how i perceived myself at different stages in my life and how i'm the same and different and blah blah blah...the thing is, it's dragging up and shaking off a lot of things i've let dust fall on, and i really couldn't tell you how i'm feeling right now

and i find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad...the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had